It’s been a long time since I’ve been here. And I am of course, tempted to post on a day before a midterm. I don’t have much to say, except that my level of Imaan in the past year has gone down a great deal and I really want to work on it. I want to get back to revising forgotten surahs, try to concentrate in my daily prayers and just remember my Creator more often. I am in a different part of the world now, a place where I don’t hear the adhaan five times a day and don’t see a lot of Muslims around me, but many times I smile because I see a girl or a woman who I know is my Muslim sister. She wears a hijab and that is her Muslim identity. I never fully appreciated the hijab before coming here. It is heartwarming to have random people come up to say salaam to me. It really makes my day
I want to start on a clean slate. May Allah forgive all my mistakes and sins of the past.
